Weird monologue

And I never learn. Its amazing how everytime you come across people and you think they are nice because they ARE really nice. What you don't see is that they are a little too nice and that's where the problem lies. They always turn out to have some agenda. Maybe they'll want something from you or they simply want you as fodder for their gossip ( read bitching).

You can't even do anything about it but pretend you don't care or better still, DON'T care. Since I'm bad at both, I just become weirdly cold, weirdly sarcastic, and in the worst case scenario, weirdly bitter. Some people never change.

Sometimes, I simply talk to myself, convinvincing myself that they don't matter...weird monologue.